What was this week about for you? I felt like I was caught up in the vice grip of Mercury retrograde mixed with Full moon in Pisces. Then I had to realize I cleaned Grace’s room out this week and the total blankness of it stared out at me every time I came out of my bathroom. The starkness and hollowness of what was no longer in form. How easily we are eradicated from this plane. Clean out a room, a house, or an office and you no longer exist except in the hearts and minds of those who carry you around with them. Oh if you have been fortunate enough to create a great work of art you will be remembered a little longer.But in terms of all Infinity not very long.
We all are both here and not here. How much of us is really seen when we are here? How much do we want known about us? How in alligment is what we say with what we are doing? Death doesn’t just happen to someone close to us and then we pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and get back on that proverbial horse. It is supposed to affect us. It is supposed to wake us up. It is supposed to make us look at everything and see if it is worth our time.
So I’m both doing more to support everyone and everything I know and at the same time honoring what I contribute more. I’m not being talked into teaching entire Teacher Trainings for less because they won’t do the work to get the more people they need to make it work for everyone to prosper. Yogi Bhajan for many many years would come and teach and take ALL the money yes all. We finally got it so we could pay of the venue and then he would get paid then we got venue and advertising but we had to fight for each thing. It made us strong and resourceful. I feel that I have done a disservice to so many by filling in the gaps of what they really needed to be doing because they felt they couldn’t and I knew I could.
Know you can. If you need more students for a TT put it off till you have them or get others to help you promote it or get creative …. If you need more help with your life seek it out weather it is a spiritual teacher or a housekeeper. Don’t be intimated by the feeling of insecurity that WILL come up. If you are living life you will feel insecure and uncertain when tackling big things. If you never have these feelings you are either super secure or playing life far too safe or both.
I am on a tear. This week I saw more stupidity. It hurts me to see people making such dumb statements, transfering workloads to those already full up, whining about things that can be solved with just a little work or awareness. It is truly the time to wake the you know what up.do a little self assessment and see where you are going for the less than then ask yourself I I died tomorrow would I want to be remembered for this or like this. Remember every person you meet carries a snapshot of you around in their head how are you effecting everyone who passes through this things called your life. Someone sent me this on facebook last week or maybe this week she was speaking about how I affected her life.
“Walking Grace. We’ve never been introduced. I’d bought your Chakra Yoga tape and then one day I saw you in Santa Monica. You were the embodiment of Grace. A huge smile was on your face and as we passed on the street our eyes met and I just felt a loving connection as you smiled as me. It happened every time I saw you randomly around town. I’ve since moved from LA. But know that you inspire me to walk in Love and Grace and to radiate that to everyone as you did to me. Love and Light ~ L”
How will you be remembered. When you feel funky shut your mouth and chant. Roll those infinite sounds around like gargle. When you feel funky fearlessly look at what you have been eating and thinking. When you get an inspiration or message in meditation pay attention and act on it. Don’t save it for “someday” That’s only good if you have a pet lion and friend who is a tin man. This is the time. NOW means NOW.
Keith was the only one who didn’t feel my bite this week. Why? Because the man is doing the work. He is living soul first. He is serving a vision and people. He is seeing how and when he is doing to much for instead of empowering others to pick up or grow up. He didn’t even know My lioness had emerged because he gave her nothing to tear him apart for. The Lioness does know when to lye down and purr. She also is always on guard for when she need to jump up and take charge. Where is your jump? What are you jumping into? What makes you jumpy?
Come spend Sept 11th with me it will be priceless I can promise you.sign up here http://darkhibernation.com/blog/workshops-and-retreats/ Who cares what it is know it will uplift you. Fierce is the new fire. Fierce is the new calm. Fierce is the new hope. I will mix fierce with liquid gold.
For Gods’ sake check out my site www,gurutej,com and see all the great work Brian has done on both sites and what is available to support you. take a couple minutes and see what speaks to you. If it not there tell me I want to serve you
Blessings and deep love