So many of you have been through this journey with me. My daughter, my beautiful strong, graceful, determined daughter dealing with a life threatening disease. You have see my face as a mother as a spiritual being. You have heard me asking for prayers, for money for hearts, or eyeballs on her. You have been to or donated to or both her fundraiser. You have donated love, money, prayers, food, airline tickets and much more to me, to her. The love has been immense.
I went to pick up material for my chakra pillows from my people in the garment district. They are Jewish and the woman told me she did not know Pritham’s name but she lit a candle for her every Shabatt. How wonderful is that? Last week Pritham went to MD Anderson in Huston to get a check up and to promote her choice to have no further Chemo Treatments. She felt her hemoglobin was stable and the treatments were taking her white cells down every time thus exposing her to infections and other diseases. They listened. They listened I can’t tell you the outcome but I will say they were very happy with how she had responded to the treatments.Wahe Guru.
She said it was in total contrast to her first visit. This time they were happy with where things were. She learned more about the bone marrow transplant and it is way better then she was told last time. Lets just say that she feels uplifted by what happened there. We may be ready to start more natural treatments or maybe not. I am greatful for the laughter in her voice. I am greatful for her doing somersaults and rolling down hills with kids in the park yesterday. Don’t tell her I told you this but I wanted to shout my gratitude from the roof so this is my roof I chose to dance on. This is the roof I am choosing to sing at the top of my lungs for that ray of light is breaking through.
This is not about healed or not. It is about grace seeing , smelling and diving into grace. Your prayers have all helped open the skies and shower her with these flower petals of hope that I see raining down upon her. Thank you. A mothers gratitude is the most vast gratitude there is. I bless you all. That is why I included you in this moment of hope, of joy, of undivided grace.
A childs laughter is good at 2 or 10 especially when they are teens but to hear the laughter come back into words, words wrapped in laughter after walking into the valley of death. That is music to a mothers ears. That is all the food necessary to sustain and support a mother. Hope that her child will live to fulfill their destiny whatever that may be. Part of her destiny is to have a child. She is so good with children to hold one in her arms and understand that timelessness of what being a mother means. That is my prayer for her.