On Turning 65 & Beyond. In my great delight of communicating with you, I have totally ignored, glossed over, skipped, thought you knew… you name it… the fact that I am turning sixty five (65) on March 15th. I wanted to share what that means to me.
First: it was so not important to me that I scheduled the time to be with my son, daughter in love, and grandchildren. It wasn’t on my radar to have a party unlike 50 (which was a huge party). It just is. It is neither big nor small.
Second: I am deeply greatful to be in such great health that I can do handstands and rollerblade hills and teach and love and inspire and be inspired by.
Third: This is all extra time. I was willing and wanting to cash my years in and bequeath them to my daughter. If years were air miles she would be here and I would not still have this body. Being here means I have not completed my mission which is my name; to uplift others at the speed of light.
Fourth: I am greatful that I have lived my life gathering wisdom. Wisdom is not something to horde but something to be shared. I look forward to sharing all I have till I am totally empty and become that joyous nothingness.
Fifth: I am Blessed to be able to see the gifts in the challenges; still unwrapping more each day. Tis the fun of life.
I am taking a pledge to dance more this coming year, in whatever form that comes. Dance, dance, dance with the Divine in all the songs that show up each day; dance with you and your dreams and how I can better support those; dance with my beloved partner unveiling my delicate feminine and his vastness; dance sweet waltzes with friends and tango with foes so we can avoid stepping on each others toes. As I age, I find that how I sit in each moment is the most important thing. How deeply present I am in each moment; how I can slow down internally and savor the moment. I have found the humor in breath holding races to… where?
I have been sitting with both life (in my new relationships, especially with my Beloved these last 4 plus years) and this cycle we call death (which I have been tending with great care).
For the Divine seems to be instructing me deeply on the illusion of separation. This has made me both much more vast and much more delicate; much more able to listen and serve, and much more careful of where I spread myself in the world.
I will say, if you feel drawn to working with me in any capacity, take this moment and join your time with mine. Gurutej Sessions.
Deep blessings and gratitude that you took this time to be with me.
Wahe Guru love to you,